Glitched Art Monologue for the Painful Freedom chapter < Lonely Dawn

Glitched

Art

A Painfully Freed Monologue for "Lonely Dawn" Collection

 My mind feels confused every time inspiration, given by one of the Muses, enters my mind. Some people need drugs, or excessive drinking for it to come. The Glitch.

 One of the effects of the glitch, is seeing the world twisted in its final, twisted but honest, form. Our eyes bleed truth. Purple, blue, yellow vibrations of our visual cortex converted to goo paint stains our passage. Our tears bleed through our pores onto the canvas.

 Everything is a canvas. Our hair and skin, our bodies. Our lovers and enemies, our people. Our papers, canvases, notebooks and walls, our environment. And as our duty, we will realize the invisible erratic aesthetics, into stable part of history.

  All these aesthetics we will leash. But we will always be the crazy, the strange, weird people. Because we have that glitching artistic mind

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

The idea of: "Aging Art" concept

The idea of: 

Aging Art concept

Aging art is the title of the poem that opened a new chapter of Lonely Dawn's poetry collection, and also a new perspective of life.

   Can you see things flowing and changing constantly? Nothing in our universe is actually shaping, everything's eternal changing shapes and looks. Why are we being so judgemental over our subjective lives?

   We actually can't capture anything in our brains. Brains can only give us regrets of our past and hopes for the future. And that's not creative. We all have our moments staring at some stunning, scenical (or in my case: tropical) views and our mind glitches! Leaves our souls: free, pure, creative. And that only can capture the fullness of the universe. 

   Happiness. Freedom. Love. Art can capture it, escaping time and space. The only thing that survives: expressed ideas. Aging Art.  

Lonely Dawn week2: Friday> Painful Freedom Kingdom

Lonely Dawn week 2

Chapter: Painful freedom

Painful Freedom Kingdom

I'm surely not good

Art is it no bound

does it make a good sound

Sure

Glitching pieces pictures

Of my Mind's literature

What I make ignorant

Is for sure

Pieces are connected

Ink on blank paper

And three dots

On...

Picture of our past time

Ancestors

And deadlines 

For us

Pray for me crossed at

In my minds borders

Land far

Away

So I welcome 

Everything is in my tomb

My Painful Freedom

Kindom

Make my heart

Just free of

Pain and death then Freedom

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

Lonely Dawn week2: Thursday> Honey Jar

Lonely Dawn week 2
 Chapter: Painful freedom

Honey Jar

Dark Honey Jar sits on wooden table
Fruits putrefy in clay bowl
The memory of the purest eras

Now You're sitting on the deck
Smoking watching the beautiful view
Because it's so easier watching from up here

At first you think it's easy
For the love of yours to be
Found your home in tropic
Island and you will retreat

The rest of your soul to find in peace

Wake up, wash your face in hurry
Coffee's waiting on the table carrying
Scents and send all of your home
To your new home

At first you think it's lonely
For the taste of yours it's foreign
Found your home in tropic
Island and you will concede

The rest of your soul to find in peace

Bottle of red wine upon the shelves
Emptied by itself last night
Almonds and honey on the nightstand
And then back again to rest

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn 

        

Lonely Dawn week2: Wednesday> Restart Again

Lonely Dawn week 2

Chapter: Painful freedom

 Restart Again

If time would freeze in the club tonight
Would you search for me?
Have you ever thought something so crazy?
Like the universe might collide?

Crazy thoughts 
I got about us
Maybe I overdo it
fantasizing a little too much 

If space distorted, showed me a projection of us
Would I look for you
Searching miles and miles away

If the universe crashed 
Like an error that happened
and rebooted and restarted for us
Would you go freaked?

 Stupid thoughts
I got about you
Maybe in my crazy mind
You would love me too 

If stars distorted, showed a picture of us
Would you be looking at the skies
Searching for it?

If the universe crashed
Like a digital error happened
And rebooted
And Restarted Again
For us

Brushes are mixed up
My mind won't hush
My art just rests
 The rest's just art
restArt   

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

 

Lonely Dawn week2: Tuesday> Golden Vanity

Lonely Dawn week 2

Chapter: Painful freedom

Golden Vanity

Money was the beginning
Vanity's the begging
Sippin' martini in
Cologne cups: success  

Less dignity makes life
Created by desire
Am I classy?

Bitchy queen says:
Sorry not Sorry
I live in my own vainglory

All we care appearance
Because looks are money
And your freedom free 

Add some beauty in
photoshop editing
My face emitting
The Grandeur of Glamor

Your red rouge
And red lips
Your red wine
And your Golden Vanity


Drives the whole world
Insanity

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

  

Lonely Dawn week2: Monday> Aging Art

Lonely Dawn week 2
Chapter: Painful freedom 

Aging Art

You stand upon the barstool

Pale skin with no pores

Slowly-moving hands will show me

All I want to let me know is out there

Cheap perfumes with satin dresses

Wearing high-heels is overated

Lips so stained with all the blood

Women bodies are made of plastic

And I am

Standing there staring at the secret supper

Years and Years

Passed by but we are still the same

Cracks and Blurring is all we have on our faces

And I'm screaming from my tomb

And I am

Standing there staring at the chaos

Years and Ages

Passed by but we are still kissing horns

Cracks and Blurring are all a part

Of Aging Art

You stand upon the bar

Dancing with the snakes

And they are hissing temptation

"Apples are invention"

I've got lines and dots throughout my face

perfect measurement before I enter the stage

Singer in the bathroom

Because I can't wait

And I am

Standing there staring at destruction

Years and centuries

Built upon the feeling of satisfaction

Cracks and Blurring are all we have on pages

And I'm screaming from my tomb

And I am

Standing there staring at You

Years and Years

Passed by but my feelings won't change

And we're looking at each other's faces

Cracks and Blurring are all a part

Of our beautiful

Aging Art

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

 

Lonely Dawn Week 2 Announcements!

 Lonely Dawn Week 2:  

from: 11/16 to 11/20

Here are the covers of the poems I'm going to upload for the next week's content. Enjoy!

 Monday: Aging Art

Tuesday: Golden Vanity

Wednesday: RestART again

Thursday: Honey Jar

Friday:  Painful Freedom Kingdom

Come back on Monday 16/11

Poetic Collection: Lonely Dawn> week 2

Lonely Dawn week 2

Chapter:

Painful Freedom  

11/16 - 11/21

Come back for more updates 


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How to: Be a jerk! -Humorous Content-

Hey guys and welcome in another post of my: "How to's" Section!
-exclaimer: this is purely humor, trying to figure out what a typical jerk is thinking-
Today I'm gonna tutor you on how to be a jerk! I have to say that I know that some of you already mastered the techniques of being a total freaking jerk. But for those of you that have adjustment problems to out society, here are 5 ways to be a jerk:

1) In Supermarkets! So you're in the supermarket and of course you don't want to wait in the line, your patience level is near -2 on a scale from 1 to 10, who wants to wait in line anyway? Civilized people? phsssss! So there are two things you can do about it:
  a) Slow walking past the guy in front of you, to get in front of them, make it look like an accident! And if he's like: "Sorry sir, this..." at first don't pay attention and if the person insists then look at them surprised and say "Oh I'm sorry I didn't see you there" and turn around like you don't give A SINGLE FUCK about it!
  b) so if you don't want to be THAT jerk you can always make noise by crushing the products you bought together in an impatient way! Because this will make the queue disappear right?!


2) On the street! So you're on the street, walking on the sidewalk, which is a little bit narrow. Do you have somewhere to be? most likely no! Are you in hurry? Who's hurry? So other people walk faster than you and maybe are late. You know what to do right? Walk in the middle of it so they can pass by you! You can also try to speak on the phone while walking extremely slow and talk moving your hand dangerously for the others to pass by you! They should care for themselves, you do what you want aye?!

3) On the bus! Because you're so bored of traveling so many hours on that damn thing! But you know what? You own this place and who cares about other people's patience. So you can grab your phone and start calling everyone and gossip with them everything that happened in your life, but be careful, because you have to speak loudly so that everyone in the bus can listen to what you say. And if the guy next to you wants to sleep then speak louder so that they can't. Because who needs to sleep when they can listen to whatever bullshit you want to say right?!

4) At School/College/University! You know this guy we call something like: "professor" and you know that people listen to what he says because they either want to learn new things, and, that listening to him may be a part of people following their dreams or passing exams or whatever. But Why should you care? You can find co-jerks and talk with them, laugh with them, gossip about other classmates of yours. And when they ask you to be quiet you can always be offended scream and say some curse words to whoever told you to be "quiet" and leave the lecture because you're offended of course. How dare they interrupt you!

5) Being a jerk to friends of yours is the easiest! You deserve more than anybody right? And everyone should serve you. So ask for money, they will give it to you, but if they think that you should pay it back you should remind them that you deserved it and they should really reconsider your friendship! You can always come to their houses by texting them that "you don't feel very well today" so when you enter the house, if you are hungry, ask them "what are we going to eat" Yes! Make them feel uncomfortable. Oh you know what else you can do? Use your friendships to get famous! You can meet new people make them trust you and then tell their secrets to everyone else so that you can be famous! 

So here are my 5 ways to become a complete fucking jerk! Those tips are tested on me and they really work! All these tips are made from my life experience and the people I've met and argued with. I tried to follow their logic. Please tell me your opinion in the comment section!


Thank you for your time!