Night Table

Night Table

The Night table knew it all

Knew my passion

Knew my love

The lamp would shut

The sheets still wet

My eyes were shut

Your hands weren't there

The pistol was loaded

Your looks I thought could kill

My eyes in yours

And as I breathed

My heart would stop

And as I left

The trigger gone off

I felt betrayal

And I should have known

You left my hurting soul

Some of us

Our voice ain't good

And we were born

To sing those blues

For you

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

The Pill Case

The Pill Case 

Took my pills and started jazz music

Light my cigarette and strip my soul

You sip the tea

I rip that part

You drink the poison only to spit it

I made the tea

gave you neurotoxins

But you boy run on hurting

Stabbed your back

And you sewed my lips together

But I don't wanna fight

Anymore

You took the spirit

As it stripped

And you ripped

It all

But now we're good

because everything is cool in this island

You don't answer my calls

You won't open your doors

And I won't roll another cigarette in that bed

And I won't even try

And you will hand it to me

And light it

Because if you don't love

Then you don't care

-Pete M. Yangin

for: Lonely Dawn

How to: Be The Psychologist of the hangout part 1

How To: Be the Psychologist of the hangout

(relationship tips edition)

Sometimes, without even realising it, everyone in my hangout starts to feel more comfortable with me, to share one's problems and inner concerns. Then suddenly, for just some hours, I become the psychologist of the hangout.
 But what does it take for someone to give the perfect advice? I guess it all begins with zero judgement. Always know that your personal opinion is for your own personal life, and your personal choices won't necessarily do good and work out for the best for everyone.
  Making a difficult decision needs a clear mind. That's why they ask for a piece of advice from third people perspective. Cold strategy! Be certain that the moves that you suggest to someone, will bring the desirable results. Don't ever overdo it!
  In some extreme situations in which exists a vicious circle, to see changes means that the person that you give advice to, must change their "moves". "You can't expect from someone to change when you yourself won't change! Be the change you want to see"
  
-Pete M. Yangin
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Sexual Speed Of Light

Sexual Speed Of Light

What is up with those people, that are traveling from club to club to home with a partner, with the speed of light?

  Sometimes is quite refreshing! Going out, throwing some glances, letting people sex-stare you till you know It... And then you have that random person with you, kissing, or doing much more for the pleasure! 

  From where does this passion comes from? Is it betrayal and all about "the world letting you down"? Or is it that one day you just wake up and stop caring about anything, so you start seeing the world with more simplicity. Being cynical doesn't mean that you are mean! It is just a different perspective of life. Care-free.

  Does being cynical improves your "sexual speed"?

-Pete M. Yangin

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Winter's Approach

Winter's Approach

Isolated. A white dessert. Hallowed peace.

That's my idea of winter.

Cold and wet. Red noses

Sneezing silently. Glaring in the emptyness 'till your eyes are dry. Tears then feel so painful...

The rest of our lives  is lost in humidity's mist.

When did all start to feel so lonely?

I woke up inside the warmth of my blankets

The bedroom is still cold though.

How could he not want to even ask me how do I feel about it all? If: Is there any love left in my heart to give to someone else? Or: What is my life like right now?

Why do I think of all these?

When do I find peace?

-Pete M. Yangin

  for: Lonely Dawn

Personal thoughts in a poetic version

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Stupid questions I have to ask to seem polite

Silly things I have to do to be likeable

"Meaningless" relationships that are filling up our lives

Dull "hey"s

Stupid moves and handshakes to seem friendly

Silly things I have to do to myself to be in the game

Meaningless games all of them are in to

I will let you call me "yours" tonight

I will let you get me undressed tonight

I will let the faucet run

When will I play

-Pete M. Yangin